You sound like you have no hope as I feel the same way. Benzo withdrawal is torture. I have my daughter and husband and my dog to give me some hope. I want to die but keep going a minute at a time. No guarantee as to how long I will hang in. Suicide is on my mind constantly. You deserve love and you will find it. Your health issues are no barrier for love. There is someone out there for you. I can relate to Benzo withdrawal torture and OCD. I am going through the same hell as you except I am fortunate to have my beautiful daughter and wonderful husband. We can chat anytime if you want. I want to be there for you as we go through this hell together.
ANOTHER THING. I WAS IN RELIGION FOR 40 YEARS OVER AND WAS TOTALLY DEVOTED TO HIM AND I FOUND IN THE END THAT IS BULLSHIT AND A SCAM. GAVE UP EVERYTHING FOR GOD AND WAS THE CHURCHES LAUGHING STOCK. GOD NEVER DONE SHIT FOR ME OR TO SHOW ME THAT HE IS REAL. FUCK HIM AND ALL THE IMMORAL LYING MOTHER FUCKERS IN THE CHURCH. I WOULD GO TO A WHORE IN A DIRTY LANEWAY FOR TRUTH BEFORE I EVER GO NEAR ANOTHER SO CALLED CHRISTIAN.I WAS THE ONLY ONE IN ALL THE CHURCHES I WENT TO AND ALL THE SO CALLED CHRISTIANS I MET THAT ACTUALLY FOLLOWED GODS COMMANDMENTS IN EVERY WAY I POSSIBLY COULD. LOST MY LIFE FOR HIM AND GOT SHIT BACK. LEARN A LESSON FROM THIS. GOD, CHURCH, CHRISTIANS ARE FOUL, DIRTY, AND ABSOLUTELY CORRUPT IN EVERY EVIL WAY.
LISTEN DUDE. IM 58 SINGLE MALE AND BEEN THROUGH HELL WITH WOMEN. WAS MARRIED AND DIVORCED AND MARRIED AND DIVORCED. NEVER HAD A FAITHFUL WOMAN FOR A DAY IN MY LIFE. BEEN TO HELL AND BACK A THOUSAND TIMES . YOUR GONNA HATE THIS TRUTH BUT HERE IT IS. TO HELL WITH RANCID DIRTY ASS WHORES. BETTER YOURSELF. TAKE COURSES, GO OUT WITH FRIENDS, TAKE UP HOBBIES THAT CHALLENGE YOU THAT YOU ENJOY. EARN ALL THE MONEY YOU CAN. AND WHEN YOU BECOME SUCCESSFUL; THE WOMEN WILL COME TO YOU. BUT HOPEFULLY AT THAT TIME, YOU WILL SEE THEM FOR THE USELESS GARBAGE THAT THEY ARE AND SQUISH THEM UNDER YOUR FEET. HOPE THIS HELPS AND GOOD LUCK.
look your going through the red pill rage here , which is healthy and that you expected to live some society expectation or some idea , nope! being aware of it can far ahead game , there old saying a good relationship makes you happy a bad relationship turn you into a philosopher bad boy and being an ass hole will get you chicks,
Welcome to MGTOW. Venting is a great way to release anger for sure. You'll be in the redpill rage for awhile, then you'll be able to put it aside and focus on the things in life that give you passion. The good news is that you'll have your entire life to enjoy cultivating yourself and making improvements which will make you happy.
As for being around attractive women, the male instinct is strong for sure. Just remember this: women have made up their mind about you often before you even speak. So, at any given point-of-time, there is nothing that you are going to do or say that will make a difference. As for getting rid of the nervousness, a jerk before/after work will get rid of that for you. It is amazing how indifferent men are about women when you don't feel like fucking. Can you say invisible?
The fleshtube referenced below is a nice affordable option. If you live alone, buy one and 'get your money's worth'. If you live with family, then the old fashion way will do just fine.
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Brother God loves you so much that He sent Jesus Christ to die in our place on the cross. He died so we can live eternal life, this short life here on earth sucks i know but it goes by fast, but then we who have accepted Him will not die but transition over into eternity with Him!! Women cannot and will never fulfill your like you think there is a space in the human soul that only God can fill not drugs, money, sex, internet, materialism etc... Try Jesus and His abundant grace and accept His gift of righteousness! God bless you.
If you have problems with randomly blurting out curse words, you have Asperger's Syndrome, not OCD. One thing I've learned about women is that they are fair-weather fans. They'll hop on your bandwagon when things are going well, but won't lift a finger to help you when you're down. They completely avoid anything that even remotely looks difficult or challenging. Not saying "all" women are like this, but the majority I've met and been with have been like this. And it's not just me, plenty of other guys I've known have been through the same thing with women. Fuck the women, focus on helping and improving yourself and doing the things you need to make you feel purpose in this life. Trust me, relationships with women are nothing special. Most of the time it involves the man bending over backwards to please a woman who won't do a thing to accomodate him in return. It usually ends with the guy getting dumped when he's outlived his usefulness to her and her moving on to an "alpha" who will use and dump her in return. Good men get shit on, bad boys get rewarded.The oddest thing is that when a man notices this dynamic, women will often try to shame him by saying he wasn't "man enough" to get or hold on to a woman. It's like stepping away from a rigged poker table and the dealer calling you a loser who wasn't good enough to "hang" at that table. No, stepping away was the SMART thing to do because you're playing a game you can never win. You'll just continue to place your bets and lose them until you cut your losses and walk away. Hang in there, brother.
Gees!! Mr familyman, your being a bachelor/single is a blessing in disguise.
I know that we all are wired to desire sex...not women...they are too much trouble, expensive and stressful to keep around.
For those of us who have dealt with long term relationshits and marriage we know from personal experience what a pain in the rear end women are... ALL!
For people like us, the best thing to do is hire their services for a small fee and get it over with, no hassle.
I wish I had chosen the MGTOW life early on but I guess I was not ready.
Hang in there brother, keep you cool and enjoy life without the nagging, stressful, complaining, shit testing, parasitic creatures that are women. Live the MGTOW life is very rewarding and satisfying. Ahhh and you also save a lot of money.
Man are you lucky really really lucky I was born with great looks now I wish I was born ugly Women have destroyed my life You are a hero in my eyes just telling it as it is Good on you mate Im now MGTOW
Well my MGTOW man, with that attitude of "not caring about women"..... just watch them come crawling to you now! I'm a little further down that road than you. I lost some belly fat, gained some shoukders, arms, a thick back and a upper chest, dressed a little better and the bitches came running..... only to be disappointed, and served up some rejection. Do your thing, focus on yourself after all MGTOW men going THEIR OWN WAY, is what it's all about.
Hey, don't you know there are just as many women out there that are alone and don't know what they're doing wrong as there are men. Find one and just be yourself. Look for an older woman thats alone, ask her out, even if its just for coffee. Hell, some of them would fall over if a guy asked them out. If they say no....its OK. Ask the next one out. I bet within 4-5 days you'd be out on dates. They would probably have you over for dinner. They won't ask a guy out because they were raised to believe only a guy can ask a woman out. Walk through the grocery store and you'll see a couple of them. They aren't sexy, probably a little fat, not good lookin. So what? Ask them if they know where the hamburger buns are, you're new to that store. Ask them how they prepare some of the food they have in there cart. That breaks the ice and watch how they open up. There thrilled to death to think you value there advice on something. Shit man, knock it off and get your ass out there. Make it a game and have some fun at it.
I'm sorry that you have had a shitty experience, but I'm just going to say this. You should have been doing things for yourself in the first place. Exploring your interests and effectively showing people WHO you are. No one wants a blank slate. They want a person and that person needs to be interesting to them. No point in being the "nice guy" or thinking you are if you are boring, and believe me, some people have a whole shit ton of ideas about what is interesting.
As for the arguments in regards to autism? My partner of 5 years is autistic. It might make things more challenging, but that does not mean they are impossible.
I honestly think if you focused on doing more for yourself and developing your own interests you'd find that more people take interest in you in general on a social level and not just romantically. That said, you appear to have put a lot of importance on all this in life, so maybe it's a good idea to take a break for a bit. We all need that now and then when we have had bad experiences.
Fluoride makes everyone not care, Distilled water will help with caring , as a human you have a purpose , find your purpose , must be interesting , have fun out side , do your purpose, TODAY not tomorrow , find your fun thing, offing your self will speed up the reincarnation process and you will have to start over in a different body, do what ever you can with the one you were lucky enough to get now, take this body as far as it will go, even if it's just spreading smiles, Dude the mind plays tricks , you make a good life , because no one does it for us , no more head games, open the door smell the flowers watch a bird , many are in the same boat looking for land , keep paddling, our destiny awaits, Mgtow until you find a good one, she's out there, WILL SOMEONE PLEASE TELL ME WHAT A FLESHLITE IS????? LOL DON'T FORGET TO LAUGH MOST IMPORTANT and for flat earth sakes rub one off and make it a great day as they hear you laugh in the distance ha ha ha ha ha haaaaaaaaaaaa
Thing is don't go after super models or good looking girls at first that is a obvious trap. Seriously pick out a girl who is uglier then you are and then you already have the advantage she should be lucky to have you and it will show. For the first few times you have sex this is fine. Then after you get you're bearings and some practice on ugly girls suddenly you know how to talk to girls. You know how to act. Honestly man its practice and experience.
Welcome to the brotherhood. Even though men have the dominance instinct, which explains why we treat each other like shit, we understand that there is always someone better than ourselves.
Saying no to what society expects men to do is not cowardly, in fact it's self actualizing and virtuous as long it benefits you. You can give your own life meaning and aspire to whatever you want to do, no matter how big or small the goal.
Dude, I'm a female...and you've got to not put a ton of focus on women...we are bitches. LOL....I truly believe there is someone for everyone, and just let it be. It will happen, there's no way to tell when it will but I believe it will. I don't know if you've tried getting involved in groups with others that suffer from Autism, even it's an online support group, it's a way for you to reach out. If you happen to meet some ladies with the same issues you have, such as the social awkwardness...well hey, then you're not alone. They are going through it as well. I haven't watched all your videos, I've seen a couple over the years. So I know a little about what's going on. You having your drivers license is a BIG start! Go out and get into something, like bowling, etc. I think separation from your mom would do you worlds of good. I kind of get the feeling she may like to control you, I'm sure it's just she worries about you, but that shit can get overbearing. I know the struggles of depression, anxiety, OCD....you can have a normal life, you can overcome those struggles with medications, and coping mechanisms. I've done it. I was also suicidal at one point, but that's the last thing you need to do buddy. I'm sorry but life is not that horrible. You got a roof over your head, food to eat, you not suffering from some terminal illness...you could have it a lot worse. I would like you to consider doing some vlogs, go out and give a perspective of your day to day life. Go somewhere new and vlog it, if you're feeling uneasy about talking out in public..hell talk to the camera, talk to us...then upload it. Let me know you're thoughts on this.
I think some things need to be put in proper perspective. 1. Women are nice but for gods sake they are not that important. There are a million things that are pleasureable in life that you can do without women.2.If you talk to men you will find out that having sex is nice but its not something you want to devote your life to. Its a very small part of life. 3.Dont take dating so seriously...its a game you win some you lose some. You definitely don't want to marry any of them .Half of marriages end up in divorce the other half are miserable....so relax you don't want to be serious with these skanks anyway.
That's great news you got your license! So proud of you! I can really relate to the feelings you're having now. I suggest you try this guys videos. https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCbbeOA5K7Hhc3I2vWG1jZ0w . He's helped me a lot. Hang in there, bro.
Good sir I implore you to watch my video released in the last hour.
I don't wish to see you fall any deeper and there are professional MGTOW who will dedicate their time to talk to you and listen.
Please just do it. Then watch the video's in the description box m8.
+familyman20 I hope that you reach out to one of the guys I mentioned in the video.
You cannot be alone with this state of mind.
It will destroy you 1 way or another as I am sure you are well aware of.
Or you can talk to me if you wish. Contact us any time!
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